I Feel Like Death

And that's just one of my issues. I seriously think that I'm manic depressive. One minute I'm fine and dandy, the next minute I'm crying my eyes out over something. The next minute I'm just fine again. Wtf.

And, Britany and I got into another fight. About a guy that she "likes". She asked me my opinion. I gave it to her. She says I have no basis so therefore I'm wrong. I have my own basis. And besides, if you're going to ask my opinion, at least listen to what I have to say.

And, I had my first mental breakdown of the 2009-2010 school year. I cried. And I almost broke up with Carter. We talked about it, and we're still together, thank goodness. I'd've felt much worse if I had broken up with him. For real.

And, Guard is starting to really piss me off. Mrs Myers keeps changing shit around, Mr. E keeps changing shit around, none of the new girls do anything but sit around, all the vets are now the pack mules and work horses, we can't get anything accomplished at practice b/c everyone is too busy taking care of their own personal shit or just not showing up to practice, we have two practices left before our first performance and we don't know the end of one routine and the rest of the other one that we're actually putting on the field. Phew. That's a lot.

And, I feel so sick right now. My right eye feels like someone is stabbing thru it with an ice pick, I feel sick to my stomach, I can barely walk b/c I'm shaking so much, and I'm hotter than Hell itself. I can't sit up for more than five minutes without feeling like hurling, and I don't know what's causing it.

And, I have a dumbass for a teacher. I've got so much work to do at one time for this man and he keeps piling more on the pile. We've only been in school two weeks and I'm already having mental breakdowns (as the one mentioned earlier) and I think this is turning into another one.

Anyone want to help?